Unanswered questions

Am i dreaming
Is this all real..
Is this a fantasy
That my reality had made up..

Will i be alive
After tomorrow
Will everyone be ok
If i am gone or will they be in sorrow

Will you be ok
If i don't talk to you anymore..
Will you find a new girl
And forget that i ever came along..

did you love me
Os was it just a joke
Did you mean every word you said..
Before you left me in the cold

Was it my fault
Or was it something you did
Was it your choice
Tell me the truth

Do you really love me..
Am i really your best freind
Would you ever leave me..
Just like he did

These are the words i ask myself every day
They flow through my head..
As though there the crimson tears
Falling from my so called heart

I'll never stop asking these questions
I'll ask and ask

Until my death answers them

**This poem was dedicated to four different people i know it sucks but i tried:) please rate and comment**