Losing Faith

Loosing faith.
Why should I wait?
There's nothing left,
Except the tears I've wept.

I'll pick up the knife,
And end my life.
I'll kill myself,
There's nothing else.

As I pray,
I shout to the lord "please take me away!"
I slit my wrists,
And I leave you a bloody kiss.

Just read the note I leave behind.
I promise it will say everything that was on my mind.
I'm sorry I'm doing this...
Just remember my last wish.

I just wanted the pain to end,
I'm sorry that for you it will now begin.
Just try to understand,
That I wasn't in God's plan...