Why???

As i sat alone and cryed,
and wondered why o why,
i didn't eat or sleep all week
i just wanted to know why...
why you and not me???
why you???
why then???
was it your time???
was it a mistake???
should you be here
standing next to me???
should we have laughed and cryed a bit more or was it to late.
Or was i not in time.
should i have tryed to help you a bit more.
could i have done something even from afar?
why did he take you
you was to great
he should have taken me
but i was to late.