I was such a fool
To believe this love was real
To think I found the guy
To whom my heart I could reveal
Now I’m all alone
With darkness at my side
A never ending pain
Depressions where I hide
Tears begin to fall
With no hand to wipe them away
Yet I still think about you each minute
Of every single day
I hate to see your face
And know that you’re not mine
Yet you still have no idea
That I’ve loved you all this time
We were going different way
And wanted different things
I’ve realized my mistake
Sadness is what it brings
I walk alone
On an empty dirt road
Where my heart will take me
I don’t think anybody knows
I know for myself
I have to make a choice
I either listen to my mind
Or let my heart
Be the voice
All this confusion
Has feelings racing fast
I know that our love
Is now apart of the past
But you have to understand
I can’t just walk away
You were the biggest part of my life
You brightened up my day
I can see that you’ve moved on
You have somebody else
My heart is ripping slowly
I’m dieing in this hell
I’ve met so many others
But you were a different guy
There was no comparison
For our love I would have died
Yet I still wish you happiness
Everyday you live
And where ever your heart takes you
I hope you have a lot of love to give
My eyes are flooding
Tears are streaming down my face
And I know deep within me
That you can’t be replaced
I pray every night
For you to come back to me
But I’m starting to realize
That it will just remain a dream
Even though my heart is breaking…
And my smile is slowly fading…
I would do it this all again,
Because in my heart…you will always be the perfect man
