Him Part Two (The Day He Finally Won)

I try to suck in breath,
But none will come in,
I open my eyes,
And I see HIM.

As I lay in bed,
His hands are clasped,
Around my throat,
I don’t know how much longer I can last.

He smiles at me,
As my lips turn blue,
As I slip away from this Earth,
My last words were how much I hate you.

I suddenly see myself,
I’m floating over my bed,
I see his smile of satisfaction,
Of me being dead.

As he leaves the room,
He doesn’t turn around,
Knowing that here my body lays,
Never to be found.

I look down at myself,
Pale and white,
I shouldn’t have let go,
I shouldn’t have given up my fight.

All these years,
Have been war,
I had fought every battle,
Down to the core.

Why had I given up so easily,
I couldn’t understand,
I had let him kill me,
This awful man.

~*Once again, this poem was written a long time ago...and I found it in a huge notebook full of crap, please comment and rate....please!*~