Last Resort

My days are now black and white.
you were my colour, but now
you're completely out of my sight.

if you were to leave, i don't know
what i would do.
i would no longer live, because
the only reason i live is for you.

you have taken away my only
chance to stay in this life.
now i must resort to the sharpest
knife.

i pick up the knife and make my
first slice. it wasn't what i expected,
it was far from nice.

a bigger slit than before.
i face a new day.
i don't know how much longer
living i can stay.

tomorrow shall bring yet
another slit.
and here i will begin to fade
away bit by bit.

(**this poem is by Ab...(gorgeouslilmissy)& Liv...(strawberry gashes).. i would like to make it a bit longer, so i will work on it. so please vote and give me some ideas and tell me where i can improve please. thanks. xx)