Emotionally Empty, My Life Is Nothing

by Illusion   Aug 19, 2005


I feel so alone
I feel empty inside
Never have I more
Wanted to die

I have no emotions
I have no pain
I hardly remember the meaning
Behind my own name

Nothing matters
I don’t really care
You can’t hurt me anymore
So go ahead, laugh and stare

I cut
But my parents don’t seem to see
All of the scars
That are slowly appearing on me

I feel so empty
Like I have no soul
I feel like my life has become
One gigantic hole

I don’t see
I don’t feel
I’m starting to wonder
If I’m even real

Days go by
All full of emptiness
I’m starting to get used to
This blissful nothingness

No one seems to know
No one seems to care
That emotionally
I am not really there

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And tell me what you think the 2nd stanza means....

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  • 19 years ago

    by TeArS R FaLLiNg

    Hey great poem, it sounds like you are numb to the world, nothing hurts you like before, like you have just given up..emotions are surpressed???? xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by CaptainTyingKnots

    Yeah you were write and nah man i havent started cutting yet but i mie :| anyways i like ur poems, so later

  • 19 years ago

    by Illusion

    It sorta meant, to me....that I've forgotten who I am...that my name doesn't mean anything to me...because I have forgotten who the person is behind it....

    I know it doesn't make that much sense...next time I'll just say it flat out...

    lol

    DFK

  • 19 years ago

    by SEAN

    Great poem very emotional

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