I can set here, and decide all I want if I want to try an wait for you or not.
No matter the decision it always feels the same.
If I want to wait for you the rest of my life just to be with you, I will love you and have depressing nites thinking of you.
Even if I chose to move on, those depressing nites will still be around because I am without the one I love.
You say I should not have to wait, yet to me it does not matter.
I feel that their is only one "true" love for me in my life.
Choosing another would mean having to settle for less.
Choosing someone else, just doesn't seem right in my mind.
If I was to choose another..
It would mean sacrificing a true love, for a false love.
Every time that you tell me that I should move on, I feel pressured as if you are pushing me away..
Away from what I feel is right & true.
I could move on, but I don't want to settle for less throughout the rest of my life.
So if you don't mind, I would like to remain hanging out their..
For you to be able to reach and grab if you ever feel you are ready.
If you feel that you would be having to settle for less being with me..
Then I will understand and move on.
You are perfect in my eyes, but in your vision maybe I am not.
I don't want to settle for less, but if I have to I will.
I would never let you.
