Cannot Live Without You

I remember the first time we met
it was so beautiful, how could i forget?
we started out as friends, but we wanted something more,
but it all ended up so wrong, i wish everything was like before
we started going out, our first date was the best
you were the one that i loved most, out of the rest
i placed your name within my heart
hoping that you wouldn't make it fall apart
but our relationship soon when down
you left me falling to the ground
you found something younger and better
you left, without a say, a note not even a letter
and now i cry myself to sleep
i try to scream, but don't make a peep
the night goes on and I'm feeling so hurt
I'm always thinking to myself, why didn't it work?
i bury my head into my hands, when i see something gleam
my life feels like its a horrible dream
i grab the knife and i begin to scar my skin
i see the blood unleash the pain within
cutting is like an escape to me
a door to escape life's mysteries
i watch the blood and try to get you out of my head
i lie and cry across my empty bed
my heart is broken; torn to pieces
cause the memories of you never ceases
i think of you, over and over again
but all i get is more and more pain
i wish you never left me and that you had stayed
i can't believe my wish turned out this way
i wish that you had stayed
i cannot live without you any longer
without you I'm getting weaker and not stronger
i slash my wrists and watch them bleed
i know that I'm doing a horrible deed
i fall to the floor, I'm lying here
i start to fade and disappear
i have something that is very true
"i cannot live without you"