I'm bearing a weight thats bothering me,
And your the only one who seems to see,
I'm crying in an empty room,
Behind a secret wall,
No one hears no one comes,
I'm alone,
A big house I have,
Money I have,
But I don't have the care,
You'll like the walls,
You can see,
My tears, my calls and knife marks by me,
So still my tears are streaming down,
I cannot laugh or make a sound,
The truth of my mental health,
And even mum seems consumed by herself,
So as I sit here all alone,
I think of a place I once called home,
A place with smiles, laughter, fun,
When sometimes just once I'd be noticed by another one,
But that wont happen to me once more,
Alone I'll still be drenched to my core,
Drained of energy screaming out,
Does anyone understand what this is about,
Its about the fact I always feel alone,
Like I'm not meant to be here this isn't my home,
Sometimes I feel one big mistake,
I've even hurt the guy I trust the most,
How low,
So for all those who think of themselves,
Think of the ones you love before you step,
You leave them in the dark they leave you,
I'm so sorry,
I pray I'll never lose you,
I just hope you won't lose me too
