A Little Thank You.

I don't know why i feel this way,
I have totally changed, I'm better than OK.
I always smile, when i see your there,
And so happy when you say how much you care.

But i seem to turn against my loved ones,
Since our close relationship begun.
I've been distracted, away from them to you,
This is not me, This is not what i do.

You've changed me, Or have i changed myself?
I never thought i could have feeling like this for someone else.
You're like a friend, but so much more,
This is weird, i have never felt like this before.

I wouldn't say i fancy you,
That is what I'd usually do.
But you're so much more that a friend,
I never want this friendship to end.

When i feel alone, I know you'll always say you're here,
You'll be there to pick me up, and wipe my tear.
I never thought i could feel this way,
But this is how i feel everyday.

After the pain, i have endured,
Knowing you is like I've been cured.
I must thank you for being there,
Being harsh but fair.

Maybe i feel this way with my girls,
Because they're all i have had in my world.
Maybe because of the frustration i cause and i own,
Because you're so far away, and i feel so alone.

Without one, i always know i have someone else,
But without them i am never normally myself.
I never thought anyone would like me for me,
But they do, it's quite hard to believe.

So i think you for understanding, and being there,
I want to thank you, and tell you i care.
I thank my girls, for being there for me,
I have been blessed, It so hard to believe.

Thank you all for being at my side,
Having your arms open wide.
But i thank one especially, For,
Showing me what life was like before...

~*Thank You*~