Why is it hard to like you.

Why does it feel that I've lost you?
I see you everyday.
Why can't I say I like you?
Because you will never feel the same way.
It’s hard to not kiss you.
That’s all I want to do.
But of course I'd be shoved aside.
And then I'd feel blue.
You think that I'm obsessing.
You think that I'm being thick.
But at least when a someone likes me.
I don’t act like a brick.
I used to hate you.
And so did my friends.
But when we left school.
That’s where the hatred ends.
Oh god it was simpler.
When I thought you were cute.
But now I'm falling deeper.
And my hearts a quick pursuit.
I've tried to change my feelings.
You don't think I've tried?
When you call me names behind my back.
You don’t think I've cried?
I wish this was a story.
I wish it wasn't true.
But now I know that I'm slowly.
Falling in love with you.

This is what’s happening to me. And my god I wish it wasn't.