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I watch the world through tear-filled eyes
and wonder up at stormy skies
i dream about the awful things
tomorrow will unfortunately bring
i keep my secret plans and prayers
tucked far away where no one cares
and way beyond horizons far
comes another drink, from the bar
i journey to new worlds unmet
with terrors undiscovered yet
nightmares take me on horrific rides
with satan himself, as my guide
i close my eyes, and try to sleep
but instead, terrified, i weep
id stop it if i only could
but come back to haunt me, it surely would