Who I am

I tried to draw my feelings on a piece of paper
Nothing seemed to show
I attempted to just draw who I was
but that, I do not know

I tried to draw a happy face
it got snudged and wet
because my tears fell on it
now I realize what I always forget

I'm truly not happy
perhaps that is why
on the piece of paper
even my smile started to cry...

I am now done with my drawing
which contains my feelings that words cannot say
on the paper, contains who I am
and that is why I threw it away