I am just a young girl, any ordinary girl who laughs and smiles!
but behind my smiles lies my world!
My world is a crazy world filled with
troubles and anger
which is directed toward me.
i live in my world feeling
so small and alone!
in my world im this girl
with so many scars of my past
and so many secrets
to hide outside my world!
i cry alone in my world
because of the things i have seen
and had to go through!
i live with this mother who is always angry!
yelling terrible things which make me feel low.
she too is lost in this world.
i love my mother it is true,but
she isnt the mother i seem to remember at all
she has been pulled in this world of hate
a world i wish not to know,
a world or drugs and anger!
it is all a big nightmare i wish would end,
but that seems to be impossible!
im not looking for sympathy i just want to say how i feel ~its all true~
