I made promises
to never do it again
i made promises
to always be your friend
but the sensation I'm longing for
is to hard to over come
i just cant handle
to have nothing to Lean on
day by day
the pain never fades away
i try to be strong
i try to be brave
but i cant take
to have you so far away
you tell me i have no reason
to do what i do
but not having you
is reason enough
and sometimes the world
is just to damn tough
i don't do it for attention
i do it cause I'm sad
I'm sad that i gave up
everything we could have had
