Dusty tears, and faded memories
Dead or tired, I still can't tell.
Walking in this lifeless limbo
Carrying this heavy shell.
My mind knows you're not coming back
Yet stupidly I follow my heart.
I should have never let you control me,
nor allow you to tear me apart.
Like a ghost I'll always wander
allowed to watch and never feel
always lingering, unable to live
able to hurt but too hurt to heal.
And the only way I'm here at all,
through all these restless days and months,
is knowing that I'm half complete
just because you loved me once...
