Feelings felt

If I had a life
What the hell could I be
Its hard to tell, I cant predict
what kind of person I could be

If I could have my own mind again
If I could think for me
If my descions were my my own
what dreams I could achieve

Its hard to know the depth
Impossible it seems
If you didn't hold me back
I guess I d just be me

who is that beautiful person
I cant identify any more
I have walked to hell and back with you
haven't surfaced on the shore

don't feel you hold the burden of this weight
I let you in and kept you here
illusion was my path
I guess I let you steer

now I have come back to me
Tried to ignore myself
tried to let my emotions be
bury it but still I felt