Pain

People don't know what i go through everyday
to hear what people have to say
i hide through the smile while i hold all this pain
i am tired of all these thunderstorms with more & more rain
its unbearable to stay here with people who don't care
and people who compare and stare
they don't know and they never will
i don't like to share my emotions
id rather go downhill
do they know me just by staring at me
just when i think all the pain is gone it comes back again
a form of a human that i care about or like
stolen from me
by a girl who thinks shes better than me
i want this pain to end but it wont
why wont it leave me so i can be free
i wanna be happy i wanna laugh
laughter does not come out only tears

i know this might be a corny poem thing but i was upset when i wrote it so please tell me What you think bout it