From the first day I met you to this very day I’d knew I’d loved you till the day you went away it’s sad we had to end like this so subtle and so fast But sadly enough apart of me knew that we just couldn’t last
I never wanted us to part but you always had to have your way I don’t see why it was so hard to love me, why was it so hard to stay? i wonder if she’s better, the one you tried to hide, I’m not as stupid As you think I am and I’m definitely not that blind
After you got her the looks you gave me were never the same I never saw that smile in your eye the one that helped keep me sane Its felt like the man I loved was never coming back like everything I Tried so hard to earn was lost all cause you got her in the sack
Do you love her? is she the one? are you going to marry her and Maybe have a son? what is it you want with her that I couldn’t Give? Maybe you don’t understand but without you its difficult to live
All I ever wanted was for it to be ok
to lay in your arms and wake up There each day but I guess that’s to much to ask its almost a fantasy You and I are to distant for it to ever become reality
With everyone pushing me away from you I fought so hard to keep you Tried so hard to stay true and this is the best you can do you cheat on Me then leave me what next Are you going to make me bleed?
Oops, I guess you already did, I was just so sad, just so mad bout what you And that other girl did. I was thinking of it and i guess I thought too much I grabbed the closes razor blade the cold steel was such a nice touch Cant be mad i only did it because of your sins so you cant be mad at mine
Cause that’s where the blame begins
I don’t have your expectations
weighing down on me, for the first time in years Im actually free. I don’t know how I did it. To get rid of all this guilt I don’t know why But I feel like I destroyed everything we built
Does this mean we are done that this is what we are to be am I destined to Loneliness Or will god grant my wish? I just want to go away and never see sunlight of the day Never to wake up never be stuck up, for heartache to disappear for my life to be normal and you to never be near….
this is to an ex boyfriend of mine that i still love more than my life itself but i cant be with him becausei moved away and its just to hard for him to keep up the commitment with me thanks for reading!! i love you so much baby....
