Love is not 4 me

I feel so much inside of me
pilling on top of me waiting 2 be set free
but now u have pushed way 2 far
and my love 4 u has no more
coz u pulled our connecting apart
all i needed was a friends helping voice
but now i feel like killing myself is the only choice
i now don't believe in love
coz its flying past me like a dove
i am lonely and it will remain
and i will keep my anger retained