X...Not Ready...X

I told you I was not ready
for what you wanted to do
but you wasn't tryna hear it
you said I wasn't the right one for you

My best friend warned me about you
She said that you were only using me
I didn't wanna believe it
I was so blind, I just couldn't see

I'm glad I stood up for what I believed in
Instead of doing something I would only regret
which would be to have sex with you
Even though I know the truth, you are so hard to forget

I wasn't in love but I was falling for you
I know I had someone on the side
who truly loves me
Only if he knew all the secrets that I hide

I thought you were different.
Oh, how wrong was I.
It hurts so much
but you wont see me cry.

P.S.-don't do something you're not ready to do even if you're pressured into doing it.