Bleeding thru the scars

Screaming inside
pain rushing beneath my skin
i can't believe this is true
not fair
i try to hold my own
yet here i am, dying beneath the skies
i cry out once more, before my end finally arrives
i'm bleeding through the scars
as i begin to fade...

tissues begin to tear
my eyes start to burn
the fire has been lit, but darkness now resides
i witness my destruction, a carnage so raw
here i go, falling away from what was never mine

i say goodbye
goodnight to all i possessed
life is nothing
without love inside the heart
my own soul
ripped apart, right before my burning eyes
i scream and scream
until i say hello to my eternal dreams
dreams of my dark future
clouded by the pain in my heart
as i bleed through the scars

no one here
no one to welcome me into this hell that i now call home
is this me?
is this where i belong?
my feelings gone
in my body, only demons reside
creeping in thru the wounds
scars that never heal
thoughts in my head...
why was i alone...

where were you?
always by my side
always holding me tight
but where were you?
i needed your strength, your love
without you, i was not enough
my angel, you were the one
protector of my heart, you were nowhere to be found
your absence was the hurt that brought on my demise
goodnight forever,
my only desire
bleeding through the scars,
i will forever cry out for you

"love is not always what it seems to be"