He gave me roses before he said goodbye. He was acting weird and i didn't know why. I walked away never to see him again. How was i to know i was losing my best friend. The night before he didn't call. I stared at photo's on the wall.We were happy, we were misunderstood.But he wouldn't change a thing if he could. He had a great heart and pretty eyes. But a dream that was black and filled with Lie's I needed to know we'd be together. But i guess i was to blind to see. He was trying to get away from me.How it hurt when the clock struck eleven he was no where to be found. when i went home my roses were on the ground.How stupid to think we belong. I hated him he was tearing me apart. All i did was give him my heart. Dumb for me to think he was going to change. As the tears fall i see he's the same. I looked at the fallen petals with sorrow and regret. WHY hadn't he said i love you yet? The next day i stepped on a piece of glass. Then my world turned so fast. My heart was racing, screaming and pacing. How could i be so dumb to forget. As i began to bleed my biggest fear i began to feed. How could he not tell me i should have read the card. The signs were easy to see not hard.There it clearly said your always in my head a crush on you i was scared to admit. Sorry i put you through that shit. We'll always be close just like when we were abandoned ghost. I love you and I'm sorry to say. I won't win this battle today. I guess it's time to pack up my heart. Cuz this cancer is tearing it apart. Take these roses and no this isn't the way i planned to let you go. I ran out the door to his home. Which was bare and alone. I felt gone,felt cold, i felt torn. I left the roses in there place. I kept the pictures that showed his face. I kept the note and remembered this the love i desire is the love i miss. Fallen petals and sad goodbye. A cold heart and tears to cry.
