Scared

I wish i wasn't scared to give my heart. But i am because you might tear it apart. Every time i give someone all i have I'm left standing there broken and sad. It's the same excuse, it's not you it's me. But i don't want to go trough this,i don't want to be turned down. I don't want to be the girl with the never ending frown. I don't want to have nothing inside. I want someone to make me feel alive. After all I've been through this is what i deserve, to be loved and a story to be heard. I'm scared and it's not fair. I want somebody to care. Break me away and tear me down. Tears fall and hit the ground. Dreams die Lie's to know. Reasons why I'm let go. I won't give out my first kiss I'm scared it's that I'll miss. I'm going to bed now it's late. I'm tired and broken and in bad shape. Follow me no where and seal fate. Call me crazy call me insane. But don't you ever say I've never experience pain.after all the Lie's my hearts bruised if love was a game I'd be sure to lose. I'm scared can you blame me?there is nothing left to say. I'm scared maybe thats why so many guys push me away.