Wat has become of me?

My bloody knuckles,
my stained mascara face.
my scratches
what has become of me?
i dont do this to myself do i?
i look up at you
why do u yell?
what has become of you?
i see your bloodshot eyes.
your cuts, you bruises,
your BLOOD!
i see the answer in your face.
i hear the anger in you voice.
yet, I'm not scared.
i st there and quench my fists.
you know and i know that you hate me.
what did i do to you?
My knuckles are bruised and full of fury~
i say something and go black
when i come to. i see you mouth bleeding and you crying.. a tear falls to the ground and my knuckles
are swollen and are pounding with pain as they slowly release from Ur neck.
my heart is beating to fast.
I'm filled with anger.
what did u do?
what did I DO?!?
i couldn't help myself.
my fist is headed toward you steadily
and fast right near your face.
what has become of me and you??