My Friend *about cutting*

I hate who I've become
The person that I see
The face in the mirror
Staring back at me
How did I get like this
How did I turn out this way
I can barely make it through
A completly normal day
I want to scream
I need to cry
But I can't
And I don't know why
I feel like dying
Curling up in a ball
And being by myself
With no one around at all
The only one I need
Is my one true friend
Who's there with me
Until the end
My shiny friend
That cuts so deep
The one that helps me
When I weep
Gliding across
Creating a scar
When my emotions
Have gone too far
My loyal friend
O, so sharp
Helps me portray
The pain in my heart
An outside reminder
Of the pain within
But the things I do
Are not a sin
Drawn lines
Turn crimson red
Even though I do this
I don't wish to be dead
Don't worry about me
I'll be ok
I'll make it through
Another day
So on my face
I'll fake a smile
Hopefully I can fool you
For a little while
You think I'm happy
You think I'm alright
If only you knew
The things I do at night