Longing for you,
wondering what steps i have to take to find you.
Realizing that, indeed i may have lost you,
forever.
Thinking about you,
knowing that if your anatomy was turned inside out or backwards,
i\'d still know it was you.
Knowing things about you,
you don\'t even realize;
understanding trials and tribulations you face,
me (myself) only to face them later.
i\'m longing for YOU, not the version
i\'m getting, not the deferred fraction of a being. YOU.
Longing for that physical state,
that feeling of completion and victory. Or just meer happiness.
Not those platonic \"hello\'s, or those hospitable waves, that \" read-me-between-those-lines\" how are you? And that
\"keep-me guessing\" wave, followed by a double take.
That mind-boggling sensation
when you can\'t get me off your mind,
or that feeling when you know i
can\'t be without you.
i\'m just longing for you,
not anything less,
with you there could be nothing more.
The feeling of complete &
total satisfaction.