** Hey, I don't know what this is really, its just kind of all my thoughts rolled into one, so sorry if its crap **
~ Society's Fatality ~
Another lonely night, sitting teary eyed,
thinking about the past, and just how much Iv cried,
Iv shead tears of many, this last passing year,
With thoughts taking over, pain getting severe.
Lost love and hope combined, fate lost it seems,
Memories now haunted, by viscous, deafening screams,
Tainted views of love, tortured view of pain,
left here to suffer in silence, losing this f u c k i n game.
I feel I'm fighting a war of mentality, a battle of the heart,
Losing a way of living, as my sanity begins to part,
A broken, fragile, weirdo, a lost cause some may say,
A person regretting existence, isn't worth the time of day.
So i linger in the shadows, tear stained cheeks in flow,
My mind's crying for contact, my body doesn't want to know,
Loneliness eating away, slowly rotting day by day,
But insecurities hidden deeply, only a mask is on display.
Forgetting the hope of humanity, ruined by mankind,
Stereotypical viewpoints. keep the real me confined,
unleashed only at night time, when body meets the blade,
Its the only time my mask, is ever allowed to fade.
Depression seeping though, causing demons hidden in sight,
I surrender to my flaws because I Can no longer fight,
Blinded by normality, a fate thats no longer my own,
Tossed into my fears, a place thats deadly unknown.
I'm facing the outside world, it only causes pain,
A judgmental f u c k e d up place, that doesn't judge the sane,
I'm ridiculed and hated, for being screwed - up to say the least,
But its people who've turned me into this psychotic beast!
