What if?

Do you ever wonder
What would have happened
If things hadn't went wrong?
You wouldn't have as much pain
And wouldn't worry all night long

What if you could go back
And make everything alright
Maybe then you could be happy
And wouldn't need to pick up the knife

What if you could stop
These mistakes from happening again?
You wouldn't have to be worrying
About you're loss or gain

What if you could die
Right here on the floor
Or maybe on the bed
Your body covered with blood
From the hole in your head

What if you could change
Your identity and your life
You wouldn't have the pain
And you wouldn't live in strife

What if you didn't need to think?
What if you didn't need to feel?
What if you never blinked?
What if your life isn't real?

p.s pretty c.r.a.p but its l8 so yeah, o well
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