The words have left my lungs
I can no longer speak when I hear your voice on the other end of the cold phone
Do you expect a response pouring out to you?
When you speak it is like a disease flows from your inner depths
I am left so uneasy knowing you think of me
I wake up in a different world without you in it
I want to forget that you ever lived
That you ever held a part of my soul in your grips
You slowly killed me inside
I keep you behind me in the hopes one day you will disappear from that world that is not real That past which is now only a nightmare that I wake up screaming from
