Every day you tell yourself can my life get any worst . can it. well mine did . i don't have my best friend. don't have my close friend. and i don't even no what i did. they both blame it all on me. I'm starting to think the world would be better off without me. no lie. it seems the two people i really care bout would like that. so I'm starting to think the same thing. i remember the great things bout them the way they laugh at the dumbest things when it isn't even funny. they tell you. " you no. i can see it now. we will be liven together. and almost burn the house down cooking". or " that will be us someday. two best friends liven together". or " i just no we will be best friends til the end no matter what. we have been through it all. the bad time and the good times. no matter what we will be there for each other". you no i believed them. but i guess they where just lieing to me.
