This place is cold,
and disturbing.
The emptiness that
i feel is now returning.
Why do you do this to me?
How come i don't feel wanted
anymore?
Why aren't we like we used
to be?
Now when i think of you,
bad memories rush in my
head,
there are days when you make
me feel dead.
Dead in your heart,
dead in your eyes,
like i wasn't even alive
from the start.
I feel like you have a leash
tied around my neck,
and you pull on it tighter,
everytime i make you upset.
One day this leash is going to
choke me dad,
and it's all your fault,
so if i die one day-
don't be sad.
Because you didn't care
before,
so why start now?
I am numb now
when it comes to you.
You can't hurt me anymore,
because i am immune to
everything that you do.
So just shut me out
of your life,
i'll be better off,
because i no longer
need you to survive.
