I can’t find the words
To express my feelings right now.
I try so hard,
But none are strong enough to show
The true feelings that are in hiding,
Words, they will never be enough.
This feeling that’s inside of me,
Just sits there, with no hope, and no structure,
Like the mistakes I have made.
Wanting to cry, when I have no fear,
Wanting to die, with no reason to end,
Living for the fact, I have none.
Thoughts dragging me down,
Deeper into despair, with me
Bringing down the rest of them as I fall.
With no reason, I want to give up,
I want to give in,
I want to forget everything that was there.