How could I ever explain how I truly feel,
When this pain of your confusion prevents me from being real,
You are the one I wanted for all my life,
Thoughts of us being together forever, making you my wife,
Why does my heart hurt from the silence of your answers,
Why does your distance eat at me like a cancer,
I let you inside of me mentally, and I try to be steadily,
The man you want sensually, the man I was meant to be,
But sooner or later eventually, I would end up changing myself accidentally,
I need you to love me for who I really am,
I need you to trust me and truly understand,
I try to be honest and I try to be real,
I try to be truthful and show you how I feel,
Your perception of love is different from mine,
My conception of hugs and kisses do shine,
Until the end of time and have one solid meaning,
But it seems to me that for you they are intervening,
Your love to someone else, while I sit here killing myself,
Contemplating these questions, and waiting for suggestions,
Whether were dating, friends, or just to end us,
When all along quite honestly I would die for you,
Climb mountains 1000 feet high for you,
I would cry for you, throw my most prized possessions in the sky for you,
If they had 50 creases or shattered to pieces,
My heart would hurt somehow,
But the way that I love you and place no one above you,
It wouldn't be as much as it's hurting right now,
I hate to see what we have end this way,
I hate to see it tossed in the trash and thrown away,
The pain is unbearable, can't even explain why it's terrible,
Does it remain un repairable, what I've obtained is un comparable,
Do you believe in destiny and fate? Can you relate?
Or do you just hold hate, and despise, while the fire inside your eyes dies,
Is this our demise, is this the time to say our goodbyes?
