I wake up in the morning,
theres that countdown in my head.
I go back and rethink,
all those sweet things you said.
How many more days,
till the day your gone..
Keep thinking that I've lost you,
so much of this is wrong..
I'd do just about anything,
to have you here with me,
but I don't say a thing,
I just want you to be happy.
You tell me that you'll miss me,
but things will still work out,
2 1/2 hours between us,
to show me what loves about.
They say distance doesn't matter,
i guess i should agree,
but that just seems so far away
so many changes i wont see..
A year in time for waiting,
to get my heart back from you.
cuz its going with you,
even if I don't want it to...
You tell me that you feel it,
all those tears i keep inside,
I try not to show it,
but a part of me has died...
I try not to feel so much,
its too soon for my heart to break,
I've only got a few days left,
before it's my heart you'll take.
I keep asking if you'll miss me,
keep my picture in your head,
cuz every morning i wake up,
rethinking everything you said.
I don't wanna feel it,
i know its much too soon.
you're not even gone yet,
and I'm already missing you.
And your leaving on my birthday,
only a few days of summer left,
your leaving me on my birthday,
leaving me with memories we've kept.
You know I'm holding on,
even if its with some doubt,
I'm holding on like you are,
cuz it's you i can't live without,
from time to time I'll see you,
when you come home to me,
and one day you'll come back for good,
and together we can finally be.
( i wrote this about my boyfriend who's leaving on my birthday and coming back next year....)
