Forever Hidden

My tears forever hidden
my pain will never show
these cuts conceiled
You'll never have to know

That this is how i feel
my red tears of grief
all the joy you kill
Its my life you seek

No one can hear me
I fall to the ground
choking on my pain
screaming, crying but without a sound

My tears dont matter
thats what you say
I'm barely holding together
I'm fading away

All I want
is for you to be true
to love me for me
why is that so hard to do?