GoodBye...

Goodbye or now
or maybe for good.
I'm leaving this place
just like I should.

Nowhere to run
Nowhere else to hide.
So now I figure
I might as well die.

I take a knife
into my room.
Then sit down quietly
and await my doom.

But first I get a pen
and my blood stained journal.
And start to write
my suicide note for the world.

"I'm sorry everyone
for the pain that I'll cause.
I was once happy
but now I'm lost.

I can't live like this
with all this hurt inside.
I lie in bed every night
and in my pillow I cry.

I can't stand all this
within there's only pain.
What I do may hurt you too
but I'm making it all go away.

I think life's not worth living
when there's no one to live for.
When you're all alone"
and that's when I fall to the floor.

knowing no one loves me
I begin to cut my wrists.
Knowing no one wants me here
my knife gives me my last deadly kiss.

I'm doing the right thing
by taking my own life.
I will no longer miss
this world filled with people full of strife.

~I know it's not really good. Just having a bad day and had to right it out. I know some of you feel the same sometimes.