Decisions, Decisions

Why is it you feel this way?
we're just playing off emotion
Its all just downhill from here
useless it is, without a notion

You say I'm one of a kind
maybe its just being young
but if I believe you, and get hurt
Its only my heart being hung

I don't know how to react
seeing you so serious doesn't make sense
having doubts is what you say I have
I say nothing in my defense

If I said I felt the same
And just been holding back
Then things don't go as planned
Again my life will crack

Things about you drive me wild
You just don't seem in too deep
to make me know you wont pull out
I don't have the faith to make this leap

How bad do you want this
You contradict the fact of me around
The hope will burn us in the end
The fantasy is pulling me down

All you say is "love ya"
but does love mean the same?
I swear you barely know me
Theres more to me than you claim

Maybe its all my problem
I've just forgot how to feel
My heart cant get any worse
But the scars on my arms are real

I don't think I could explain this
reassurance is what Ill get from you
Riding phone lines and Msn
will just have to do