Thinking of you

I am standing here with all my fears
My heart is forever sore
When I am thinking of you
I wonder more and more

When I think about you
I always want to die
You broke my heart once
And all I did was cry

You said you loved me
But all that was, was a lie
I think about all the memories
All I can do is sigh

Why did you lie to me?
I thought you really loved me
I guess it was in my dreams
Maybe you can set me free

But no one knows
With you I am really scared
If I were to hurt you what might you do
Don’t know why you would, all great memories shared

Didn’t think I could live without you
But now I know I could
I didn’t think you’d tear my heart
I always thought you were good

Thanks for ruining me
My life is so much worse
And I owe it all to you
I thought was moving forward but you put it in reverse