R.I.P mumzie!

Sitting in the hospital,
I’d come to visit,
I remember watching you slowly drift away
I didn’t know what to say
because I don’t want you to be gone,
I remember wishing
Oh please mum,
please hold on!

Then today, 2 years ago
I got the call,
I hear the words
”Mummy is gone”

I just want to scream!
It felt like my heart just tore
Is this just a bad dream?
Because I’m pinching myself,
just to make sure

I guess deep down
I knew your time was coming
But i didn’t realise it would be so fast
Who knew when i came to visit you
That visit would be my last ?

But mum . . .
To this day when I think of you I still cry

I can’t believe you’re actually dead!
I thought you would be here forever
But I guess forever didn’t last
I guess I was not as clever
But now your just in the pass
I have to face the future
Without you on earth
Although I don’t want to anymore!

I so badly miss u mum
and everyone else does too
I’ll be with you someday
Someday hopefully soon!
Because from u I want
A mothers touch, A mummy’s kiss,
and I\\\\\\\'m writing u this
because you’re my special mumzie who is greatly missed!!

i wrote this poem for my mum on her second aniversary of her death.

R.I.P mumzie :D