Confusion
Pure confusion
Not knowing what to say
What to do
How to handle yourself
How to stop yourself
Wanting to indulge
To pleasure
Yourself and your partner
Unsure of what’s to come
Afraid of rejection
Afraid to say no
You want what they want
They don’t care what you want
You’re not a person
But an object of lust
Something to use
To abuse
Don’t dare to trust
Alone on a dark night
You are the only light
Attracting bugs and vermin
Creeps and predators
It all comes down to this one decision
To do it or not to do it
Afraid of losing
Afraid of winning
Moving on is the hardest part
To cry and fear
To smile and rejoice
That is up to you and you alone
