What would happen if I had gone to my aunts funeral
I ask myself everyday
I always look for the honest answer
But that answer never comes
I’ll never know the true honest answer
Because all I cared about is me
Me being happy, always on top
Nothing would drag me down
Because in my world
I was the most important
Once in a while my friends would on top too
Then when I was done with them I was ruled alone
I wonder would happen I wasnt so selfish
Did my aunt know I wasnt there
Did she know I didnt cry
Did she know that she was the last thing on mind
I constantly wonder and cry when alone
Never show any emotion of weakness
Because the weakness then becomes a strength
So I sit on throne and look down at my family and friends
For no one is more important then
No ones needs should be met before mine
In my world Im the most important
But one day the shoes will be switched
I’ll be on death bed looking around
To see all my friends
But no one is there
Iâ€m confused I had so many friends
But the friends I thought I had
Were only there because of my power
The power that I held
The power to make things happen or make this disappear
The most powerful kind of power I held
As I lay in bed cry a tear
And pray to God above
To please forgive me for what I’ve done
I was always selfish
Not caring of others needs
I always got what I wanted
Never did what others wanted
I demanded things
Never took demands
I wish on every star above
That I get a second chance
Please God please
As I pray and wish for my second chance
Its all so clear that I don’t deserve a one
Because I’ll never have other chance to look into her eyes and tell that I love her
And I’ll never have other chance to my aunt good-bye.
