Wondering

From the cutting to the tears
And hearing of my greatest fears
From the yelling and the screaming
To hearing of how so many people are demeaning
From being called a satanistic little tramp
And helping kids build skateboarding ramps
Ive learned some things about me
Which is its not the greatest way to be
You learn of death and wisdom
You learn of fears and intelligence
You fight but you don't know why
You live but you wonder why every day still goes by
You know of all your pain
But others just cant see why you live in vain
You get judged by so many others
And even your own brothers
They just cant understand
They wouldn't ever know where to begin
You wonder why you bother
But you still go on
This is my life
Everyday goes by and I wonder why

©Angel Wellesley