Tonight

Tonight I sit
and alone I cry
I'm praying to God
wondering why I can't die

tonight I cut
maybe a little too deep
there's blood flowing down my arms
not the first time this week

everyone is around
early in the day
to let everything out
I have to wait until they go away

tonight I cry
and you walk in
you asked me why
and I started again

I couldn't tell you
about my life
I'm trying to forget it
and pretend it was all right

tonight I sit
tonight I cut
tonight I cry
I've had enough