All alone
walking this cold hard road.
My eyes shed a tear
with every step I take.
So many things I fear.
So many mistakes I made.
Regret life each and everyday.
Love came, but went away.
Death is my fate.
My heart is full of pain.
I’ve been through heart-breaks, too painful to explain.
Loneliness is driving me insane.
No one at my side,
alone in this depressing life.
I wish I had died.
Nothing feels right,
happiness is far from sight.
Love is out of grasp.
As I cut my veins
for air I gasp.
My best friend I lost to suicide,
my boyfriend I had to leave due to lies.
I know, it isn’t worth a fight.
Half of the sadness in this letter,
is nothing to what you see when you look at me.
Deep in my eyes,
you see my heart breaking inside.
Death is the only thing in my mind.
I’m fine, I tell everyone.
But I know it’s a lie.
All those people who hurt me,
here’s to the day I take my life away.