Wow....after reading this i had to pause for a while bcuz it reminded me so much of myself it scared me

OMG I know how you feel. And dont get me wrong I am not just one of those people who says things like that because I am trying to fit into your world or suck up, or just because I cant find anything better to say. I began cutting when I was 14(a freshman) and I got really addicted. I could barely go a day. Then I got a really big wake up call. And I figured out life was to short and I needed to stop. This wasnt the way to heal my heart or fix my problems. But trust me saying you're quitting and actually doing so, are two completely different things. It's so hard, but I dont give up. I have a support system, kinda like AA. I fight daily, but it's worth it. Because I am such a better person now. Two days ago I hit six months. I didnt think that day would ever come. So trust me, if these poems are true. Fight it. It will get better. And thanks for the poem it made me get a great look on life today.
Keep smiling
Heather

If you want check out my poem January 5th. It's about my cutting battle too.

Good flow and words. Sad story tho. Hope things get better soon