Venting process pt2

Why u had to leave me chris?
now that ur gone...im weak
and i cant deal with this

your the only nigga
i never cheated on
i guess thats why im so sad
now that ur gone

the sad thing about it is
i didnt know
that one day out of the blue
you'd just up and go

i guess i always knew,
you were too good to be true
but either way...
i fell deep in love with you

i used to pray to God every night
and thank him for bringing you along
i thanked him everynight
for making our relationship so strong

wat was funny is we'd never fussed
and we'd never fight
we have these amazing conversations
til late atnight

the strange thing about it
is i dont know where u are
i hope ur not dead
or u didnt move too far

you were soo different from everyone else
and with you in my life...i felt really blessed

where ever u at chris...
i hope ur happy and comfortable
because me im sad
and real miserable