Rumors

My self esteem is getting low
with each and every step i take them slow
caution watch out for me
I'm buried in pain cant u see
my eyes are filled with anger and tears
i try to hold them back before me black eyeliner smears
all the people ask me whats wrong
when they no for damn sure whats going on
i know their talking and spreading rumors too
they will still believe them even if their not true
they call me stupid like i don't know anything
just because they don't have the guts to say it to my face what they have been saying
i try to act as if i care
even though i know theirs not much i can bear