My Nightmare Of Reality

Darkness sweeps across my room,
yet again, this is the end,
you've come to visit me,
my reliable friend

My sacred friend,
that resembles a knife,
and helps me so much,
with one deep sharp slice.

But do i choose to cut?
should i return to it once more,
hurting myself,
like i was before

I do not know the answer to this,
for i am meddled up,
and my mind is mixed....

Mixed with so many thoughts,
of confusion and lies,
so many thoughts,
of the countless tears ive cried.

I'm falling away,
and returning to my past,
hoping the things that were my life,
dont have to last.

Black sorrows surround me,
pushing me to the ground,
unsure now,
if i'll ever be found.

It feels like a memory,
and that I’ll awake from a dream,
but this is reality,
I’m not just another teen.

They see me for someone else,
they've never truly known
i suppose the inner me
I never have shown.

But how can i show myself,
to people i hate,
cutting myself now,
I wait for my fate.

This is a poem Cass and I did!